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| It is currently 9:28pm on the east coast. The month of july is already jam packed with activities for me. July 9th: my plan is to go shopping in the city with teresa. So, this is kinda, actually, my first time in the city. How am I going to survive. I have at least $11 dollars and some change to my name. I’m bringing three cameras. That includes my Nikon, fisheye, and polaroid. Ridiculous right? I’m going to travel my way to the urban outfitters in soho. I’m so excited. Three stories of wonderfulness. There’s going to be tons to carry. Thank god for huge bags right? July 10th: fireworks at the park. July 14th: happy birthday jimmy! July 18th: alright. Get this. I’m going to a concert again. This one is insane. It includes nevershoutnever and the ready set. Bringggggggggg ittttttttttt. July 29th: city again. Just for the zoo because it’s free on Wednesdays. Ima cheap ass. Hurricane jane is softly singing its way down my ear canal, making me sway. It’s been a while, I know. I have nothing to do but breathe now and wait for things to just happen now. The song has changed. A different tune. I’m good-clipse. God, I love my ipod touch. Things are changing for the good. School is only in a couple of months. I’m going to be a sophomore. Finally. I got a 100 average at the end of a fourth quarter. Not too shabbby. I also have been shopping way too much. My closet is all designer’ed out now. I want a marc jacobs, Chanel, or louis vuttion bag. Not to mention some studded christian lubbaton boots. Kill me. I’m not going to survive. This summer is going to be filled with chilling, taking pictures film and all, more shopping, and hanging out with the boyfriend. It’s been a year, 4months, and two days. It couldn’t get anymore amazing. I got him a backpack for school already. I could not resist. He would have been stuck with his old one, which is a hammyup from his younger sister. it’s kidrobot. $200 just for him. Ill be sure to blog more with more creativity. Oh and The new harry potter, funny people, and bruno are coming out soon. Can’t wait to see them. Gosh, I love july. It is now currently 9:38pm on the east coast | | |
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| So a lot has been going on. The end of the school year is just tip toeing its way here and that means the summer sun will soon seep their way through the window blinds. Gravity will force the molecules of water, salt, and urea to run down our skin and eyes will flicker like butterflies. I have been slacking on school work. I have to focus. It’s not party time yet. I absolutely dislike kids who think they have a powerful say in who I am. They believe that they have every single right to just label me with some stupid shit. Fucking pathetic. I also have a job now. Kind of. At Teresa’s pizzeria. Waitress. Word. I love the way he sings to me. I can take it in the morning and at late at night. He is the one for me. The hair on our skin under our clothes stands up, just waiting to get a hit of electricity. We’re going to Paris and we’ll fall in love with each other over and over again. Who’d of known. The lightening sparks in your hands you tol me about that flow throughout your body up to your face had to mean something. I had a dream last night. You were in it. oh and i got an ipod touch. and some betsey johnson dresses. i have four now to be exact. woooooo. | | |
| ;p[plo,It’s raining and it’s amazing. There is that time of the year in-between the end of the spring time and the beginning of summer when it just rains constantly. I run to the door and open it. I stick out my arm until huge raindrops explode onto my skin. I really wouldn’t mind getting my hair wet at the moment. Rainstorms like this are hard to find. The music will melt all the separated parts of our bodies together and blend our feelings into one big ball of chaos. My photography is expanding and so is the creativity part of my brain. Last week was semi formal at my boyfriends school. I met up with him at some house with some people. The dance itself was pretty boring, not as fun as I hoped for. Dinner afterwards was a little hectic, but my night was complete when I got my double cheesy bacon cheese burger from Fridays. It was raining on the way home. I walked out with my feet kissing the pavement and him carrying myself down the steps, marriage style. It is so interesting to discover when one of the guys in your school fancy’s you. Especially one who was one out of the ordinary. You never can get over the fact that Alice in wonderland is so inspiring, no matter how confusing it can get. I will blog more and soon. I just wanted to stop bye to say hello. | | |
| Cause it’s Saturday, and I just fell in loveTypically, today is Sunday, but let’s just rewind a step back. I am driving down the same route I always take when I am about to pick him up. Past worn down buildings and restaurants, and car dealerships and various dunkin doughnuts locations. We park in the same place we always park, in front of a little café, where customers can get the daily special on vegetable soup. The wind blows my door open, and it begins to be a challenge trying to get it closed. I walk down cracked sidewalks that seemed to not be in their original places due to frost or root wedging. I see somebody walk out, down the stairs and onto the sidewalk that I am walking on. His hood is up and a board is in his hand. We hug and I wait by the door. He’s crawling through a window to an empty apartment that I am waiting for him to open. Nothing but a few things are in here. It is completely deserted. I feel so safe with him. I have nothing to worry about. Everything inside my mind just shuts off for a few brief moments. We’re in the car now, back with my brothers and my mom. We are driving past woods and landscapes. I sigh as we arrive at our destination. We walk out and it is colder than it appears. The reason why we are here, is because I need a dress. Not just any dress though. I tried on about 30 dresses, until we just narrowed them down to two. Gosh, the look on his face still gets me every time I stepped out with a new one on. When my boyfriend gets the hint that something gets my eye, he always has the urge to buy it for me behind my back. The sky was dark and the wind was blowing. The clouds are dancing in the sky and he lays on my lap. I take him home after, back up the stairs and inside where my day originally started. Dancing, warm punch, and cheesy music in a lunchroom is how I will be spending my evening on may 8th. It’s my favorite song at the moment. It’s awkward, only in my situation. We just happened to be listening to it at the same time, while you're swinging it torwards my face. Somebody I would have never thought, just happened to throw themselves into my life. I see you on a daily basis and I love your taste in music. We’re going to be the best of friends, and nothing more. My heart is taken by the only boy who will ever know why. I have the best boyfriend in the world. It’s Sunday. School is tomorrow. I finished my paper and everything needed to be done. Summer is on it’s way, I can already feel it in my veins. Oh, and not to mention, I am going to a concert next month and I got my hands on a $5 Polaroid camera I found at a thrift shop. Life can not get any better than this. | | |
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